Day 7 Healing (Wholeness) Dommi

I'm currently struggling with Wholeness in my life right now. The thing that causes me to lie awake at night and worry, distract me, causes me to furrow my grow, and steal my peace is ME, and how I handle certain situations. Sometimes I handle things like I've already been defeated... I meditate on things and situations like God is not in control & fighting the battle for me... I walk in offenses & hurts instead of forgiving and walking in the forgiving love that God gives me... I'm trying to genuinely walk in love & show love but it's very hard to do in some instances & it affects the Wholeness of my being... I am a work in progress...